hey guys. i've started something new: ***... i like it ^_^ / *everything* is made 100% by *ME* (hehe) x-cept some of the adoptions and all. but full credit is given. i know this sounds pathetic, but i just downloaded my first ever GIF animator n i'm in tru love. / ok, well go to the site and some feedback would be SO greatly appreciated!.. so feel *free*
love you all!~

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[lauren]--[4:46 p.m.]--[10 April, 2002]

"This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now //
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better //

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and I'm thinking awful things
and I'm pretty sure that few would notice //
And this apartment
is starving for an argument //
Anything at all to break the silence //

Wandering the house
like I've never wanted out
and this is about as social as I get now //
And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
cause they would never do,
I would never do //

So don't be a liar,
don't say that "everything's working"
when everything's broken //
And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor
and your eyes say the joke's on me //
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oh goodness.. britney spears "overprotected" circling in my head.. WHY // STOP IT // oh my gosh im sinking lower into the pit of society // as of last year.. i have more than ONE friend.. i hate it // make it STOP // oh jeeze, someone save me // im listening to britney spears for Gods sake
lol lol, j/k j/k.. im fine, i SWEAR lol
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join * music
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[laulena]--[9:04 a.m.]--[23 March, 2002]

Which "Natural Wonder" are you?
ARRRRRRGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! lol i wrote this long ass entry and then for some strange reason hit the refresh button instead of the history button.. grr, im such a tard lmao
well anyways... >_< *frustrated* // its saturday morning and i was up before 8:00 // blah -_- ..sweepy // i know today will consist not a damn thing tho... // so who cares.. i have all the time in the world to sleep then.. lol *trying to be optimistic about being locked in a fucking cage* arg // sorry kiddies //
so im a waterfall, huh? // yep.. the quiz told me so! // falling from up high down into the deep dark abyss // heh
well.. im a bit of a late one.. but heres the kool *friday five* i wike dis one.. ^_^ // OoOooHh.. guess what... i found the book *If You Give A Pig A Pancake*!!! not only is there *If You Give A Mouse A Cookie* and *If You Give A Moose A Muffin* BUT theres a piggie and a pancake one TOOOOO!! *yaaaaayyyyyyy*!!!!! teehee
lols, that juss really makes my day.. ...although, i wish i had it Y_Y // lol.. spoiled brat // well, i'll get back to everything layter
love ya all!

~laurina
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[lauren]--[7:17 p.m.]--[22 March, 2002]

well.. as you can see, its been quite a while since ive updated on anything. right now i'm working on a clique (yes.. a stupid clique just like all the others) i'll post it soon. // im grounded for my E in algebra2.. blah.. >_< grr // im such a cry baby // im feeling quite in the design mode currently so if anyone would like help with anything feel free to ask // i also would like to get a collective started cuz i've got so much crap / pages lying around out there that i haven't even looked at in ages. //
ive been feelin 'under the weather' lately.. but you know what? this little penguin has solved so many of my problems.. you should give her a try // i highly recommend kiki
lols.. well i really dont know what is new... i want to blabber about emotions n crap and you know what.. i think i will.. :-P
but first.. haha.. this is definetally me:

Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.
yupperoos.. thats meeh.. heh
anyways.. back to my complaining and whining i said i was going to do/share.. // na.. just kiddin, ill spare myself // im too lazy to complain/whine about anything right now lol
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[laurina]--[7:03 p.m.]--[21 February, 2002]

aaaahhhahaha, i feel so god damn good // i dont know why // but whatever, im not complaining about that // i actually 'talked' to jeremy yesterday, it was very nice / ..without the "well we should just break up" crap //
aww, is this not the kutest thing youve ever seen in your whole entire life, look at this kid, soo adorable

i think i really do love him, bunches, i know he might not feel the same but i guess theres nothing i can ever really do.. =( // its okay // *tear* // well, im just going to start posting random sites 'of the week' or something dumb like that..lol
~luv ya all
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[lawen]--[12:27 a.m.]--[16 February, 2002]

heeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy // ansleys here // nothing interesting went on tonight and shes not a bad influence on me // ya know, people are really mean, why do they gotta make others feel bad about themselves.. SHES A GOOD KID, SHE SWEARS!!! // i dont kare // enzymes? who needs enzymes, THEY DONT WORK ANYWAYS // theyre a WASTE // whatever, i hate you all
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[lawen]--[4:11]--[15 February, 2002]

nope, i dont wanta clean... no no and no! // ahh im bored... // haha, i found these great pix and i really should only have one judging by the amount of text, but theyre all so *B-eautiful*...lol so i gotta type a lot
...well, let me tell you about my day (not saying that a single person really cares) but anyways, (thats besides the point).. im going to anyway..
well, it started off early this morning when my cold wouldnt let me sleep and finally i did, but then *buzzzzzzz* went the annoying alarm clock, and of course, being me and all, i hit the snooze button. but then for some odd reason it didnt go off again... i didnt get up late, but i could have used a little more time.. // i didnt miss the bus today, lol.. i seem to be doing that a alot // whatever, anyways.. then i went to that lovely learning institute called *skool* *yAy!* // that sucked as always, but its friday so i dont care... // i just have to find something to do tonight (were prolly not really going to go to the movies).. but w/e // jeremy went snoboarding again with young life... its all kool tho // i wasnt in too good of a mood really (today)... i yelled at quite a few people, but heh, thats nothing new... // now im home and the first thing i did was... you guessed it!... go to the computer. (haha ansley) im such a nerd.. jeeze
maybe one day all my hopes and dreams'll come true and ill be kool!!!
eww
alrighty, well im going to 'surf' the web so ill get back to my bore sessions later

~laulena
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[lawen]--[3:51]--[15 February, 2002]

hah, were going to see the britney spears movie // hahaha // aw man.. were hopin we'll see macey! *yay* like totally, heh // anyways.. i felt good for the start of the day but my mom just called and said shes at the jacksonville airport on her way home so that sux // bleh // aw well, i better get cleanin
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[lawen]--[6:15]--[14 February, 2002]

heh?
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[girl named spike]--[5 p.m.]--[14 February, 2002]

welp... today was um.. ?? // i got 'valentines' and all was well.. im tired but no complaining.. its bad. // if societys the cure well then im the infection... people are way moronic, its quite sad // i hate that skool.. pathetic is all i have to say about today / "*woo* were so much better than you!"
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